23 March 2010

An update. Why? Because I can

I had the most interesting interview the other day. Working for the radio station and doing the podcast, I talk to a lot of people about a lot of things, but this one really hit home for me. I don't want to talk about it yet, as the episode hasn't posted yet, but I will update this once it has.

Life has been just this side of insane lately. Work has been crazy updating the station and getting through a lot of research that we have done. I'm liking where this is going. It brings us back to our roots, but in a much better way. I'm sure my wife is hating that I am putting in so many hours around the office, but I know she also understands that I wouldn't be happy doing anything else.

Speaking of my wife... We just celebrated out 2nd wedding anniversary. It has been a most glorious 2 years married. We have been together for 4.5 years. She met me shortly after I was diagnosed with Crohns. She's never seen me completely healthy and has stayed by my side the whole time. I hope to one day show her what I can really do once I am healthy again. It will happen. I will make it happen if it kills me.

Speaking of Crohns... Its been kicking my ass lately! It has determined that it wants to kick my ass as long as it can. I know that most of my flairs are stress induced... And I have had my fair share of stress lately. I know I need to find a way to slow down and let my body rest, I just don't know how to do it.

Speaking of rest... I should probably get some.

Much love to you all.
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18 March 2010

I miss...

Now, most guys either won't relate to this or not want to admit that they relate to this... But I know most women will.

You know that friend you have, may not be your best friend, but the one that no matter what you are doing or how long its been you can call and talk anything from mindless chit chat to major life crisis and they we're always there on the other end to listen or ramble or whatever you needed them for?

I had one of those once. Probably the only person in the world that knew everything. I was correct in the use of the past tense. We haven't spoken in a very long time. I'm not really sure why we stopped talking. I know it was in one of my "let's get fucked up all the time to forget that I'm sick and in pain" periods.

I've always wondered what happened to them... How they've been...

Got a really random txt from them a while back asking a bizarre question. I answered hoping it would open the dialogue again... It didn't...

Guess that's just what happens when you grow up...

Really sucks... I could use that friend right now...

02 March 2010

30,000ft in the air, the world looks at peace...

I never like to fly. Now I am not fearful of it, I just hate the cramped spaces for long periods of time with no real way to stretch out. But when I do fly, I prefer to fly at night. Not because the plane is any less crammed full, but because the view out the window is so incredible.

You can always tell when you're coming up on a major metro area, because the lights become brighter and closer together. Watching the contours of this earth bend and fold around is breath-taking. From up here, it makes it hard to believe that such things as war, famine, murder, genocide, and hate can exist. The world seems to be at peace.

Why can't the world always seem this peaceful...


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